so hate... so sad ... bad mood... sad for what??? nothing.... just only sad because that you need to go Ns next year.... yesterday... u send the message to NS to check you have choose or not.?? i feel scare and afraid... i scare u will be chosen...... but really unlucky... i hold your's phone...
seeing the message... i starting wanna cry.... but i stop it....... i don't wana give you see my ugly crying face... i wanna keep a pretty,cute face that you say to me... is very difficult to me that u din beside me for 3 month.... is hard to me..... why?why you need to go??? i don't want you leave me alone...... i'm afraid.. i want you beside me... why must have NS... why? i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!! i don't wany be alone........ but if you really need to go, i promise u.... i wil wait you until you come back... this was the promise that i give you.... i hope that... when you back... you will still remember me.... still love me...... i don't mind anything.... i just hope that you will keep my love when you go Ns..... plz... i beg you.... this is my only hope.... only you.... my only hope....... this whole year, i wana accompany you.... accompany you until you go the bull shit place....... i wil wait you , you noe??? i wil waiting you.... waiting you come back......... SHENG,
I LOVE YOU, I REALLY LOVE YOU... I WILL WAIT YOU BCK.....
.......four month le...... is vry slow... watever.... love is hard 2 try, bt if u try, u wil get a true love.... we argue evrtm..... it's hurt bcoz of argue... i hate argue... it make me pain n felt sad.... sh3ng..... would u luv me evr? would u like 2 take care me 4evr???
